Hard

It's hard for me to tell you.
Because you'll only want to help.
And we both know that you can't.
Sometimes I can't help myself.

Sometimes I fall into this place where I want to quit.
And I can't move past it all.
Those things that hold me back.
And you or anyone else won't understand.
Can't understand.

So I don't tell you.
And it puts this wall between us.
Slowly.
And I want to tear it down.
But I'm so scared of what you'll say
When you see that I'm not all that strong
At all.